urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mustbedreamin mustbedreamin mustbedreamin 2006-10-07T03:35:50Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mustbedreamin:65692 2006-10-07T03:35:50Z 2006-10-07T03:35:50Z hahahahahahaha<br /><br />im starting a new livejournal. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mustbedreamin:46751 2006-05-09T08:28:04Z 2006-05-09T08:28:04Z mtv so i'm already to be in the boro.<br />i've done not one damn thing since i've been home.<br />minus to the mall w/ hallie, and dinner w/ natalie.<br />i MISS certain people.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />you know when you want to tell something, but you can't?<br />it's eating me up inside.<br /><br />if your happy, shouldnt your friends always be happy for you?<br />i mean... i dunno.<br />if your doing something harmful to yourself they should stop you right?<br />i'm not doing anything harmful i'm just thinking.<br />hahaha.<br />like if it's something that will only affect feelings, is that okay?<br />you probably have no idea what i'm talking about.<br /><br />i miss the hoop in my nose damnit.<br />i need to call my dad.<br />definately haven't heard from him since...easter. when i was home we ate lunch.<br /><br />gah i want to moveeeeeeee.<br />i want to be working and making money.<br />i want to be something other than someone's second best. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mustbedreamin:46526 2006-05-07T07:47:24Z 2006-05-07T07:47:24Z i'm home for good!<br />well, summer that is.<br />it's going to be a long one.<br />unfamiliar faces and places.<br /><br />i'm ready to hang out with the people i've missed this past year.<br />and...go to the boro every now and then to see my wife & others.<br />this was a crazy year.<br />so much has gone down.<br />i'm glad i went to mtsu.<br />i wouldn't be the same if i hadn't.<br />and i wouldn't have amazing friends if i didn't go there.<br />sigh.<br /><br />i feel so bad about the lyle thing.<br />i just feel like shit.<br />i know we did the right thing.<br />and i know we will be friends.<br />but i just feel like i hurt him.<br />Yes, i did like him alot.<br />i still do like him.<br />i'm just trying to get over him<br />b/c what's the use in breaking things off over the summer<br />yet dwelling on what we had and everything. Ya know??<br />it only was about a month and a half, so it's not like it was so long.<br />he's such a great guy and i hope he knows that.<br />i want him to be single & have fun.<br />i want us to have feelings AS FRIENDS for now.<br />in the fall, i want to be friends<br />i just can't do this right now!<br /><br /><br /><br />EJOD call me i NEEEEEEEEEEEED ryu's.<br />and to talk to you about life.<br />b/c i have missed you.<br /><br />i'm going to bed. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mustbedreamin:40263 2006-02-03T08:24:52Z 2006-02-03T08:24:52Z great indoors by john mayer woot!<br />i am so excited for friday night!<br />well it is friday, so tonite!<br />i have to work 12-6..Yuck!<br />BUt.....tonite are the frat smokers,<br />and he will be there.<br />yeah yeah don't argue. i want to see him.<br />b/c...<br />i will be lookin splendid and cute in a dress!<br />my friend courtney may let me wear her amazing bcbg dress!<br />but yeah HE told me to come over tonight...<br />But..me being a badass, didnt!<br />YES! i hope he wondered where i was or something, i doubt it. <br /><br />**YES I JUST GOT NEW NEWS...MY FRIEND IS LETTIN ME WEAR THIS DRESS***<br /><br />ok.<br />so anyways, spring break.<br />a month away.<br />my wife and i were gunna go to cali, but it's to late now to plan that<br />and pay for a ticket.<br />SO her and I (yes chelsea your coming) are going to go w/ girls to daytona!<br />it will be so much fun. <br />just girls.<br />having a blast.<br />these girls (lindsey,courtney,allison) are so much fun & i can't wait!<br />lindsey told me about a tat she is getting that she wants me to get to ...<br />since we're in the Vclub,we're going to get on the inside of our hand <br />well ring finger, a cross.<br />i think that will be so cute.<br />then my wife and i are gettin tats together.<br />anyways...i'm about to go to bed.<br />i am excited, i've worked out 3 days in a row.<br />we had a crazy movie/frosting night! haha we bought frosting and it was so yummy.<br />ohhhh yum!<br />i ate bad today =/ oh well i worked out.<br />HAHA<br />Love Love Love!!!!!!!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mustbedreamin:35109 2006-01-02T07:00:44Z 2006-01-02T07:00:44Z best year ever on VH1 happy new year.<br /><br /><br />tuesday i've got to wake up early.<br />my josh is coming with russ!<br />i am so so excited.<br />i get to spend the whole day/night with them<br />BUT then their going back later tomorrow.<br /><br /><br />10 or 9 days, and i'm going back to the boro!<br />WOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOO!<br />i miss my girls so much!<br />i will miss my mom & family though =( urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mustbedreamin:2698 2005-07-21T20:26:22Z 2005-07-21T20:26:22Z HAPPY BIRTHDAY BROOKLYN!!!!!<br /><br />I &lt;3 YOU!