hi i'm allison

hahahahahahaha

im starting a new livejournal.

so i'm already to be in the boro.
i've done not one damn thing since i've been home.
minus to the mall w/ hallie, and dinner w/ natalie.
i MISS certain people.

you know when you want to tell something, but you can't?
it's eating me up inside.

if your happy, shouldnt your friends always be happy for you?
i mean... i dunno.
if your doing something harmful to yourself they should stop you right?
i'm not doing anything harmful i'm just thinking.
hahaha.
like if it's something that will only affect feelings, is that okay?
you probably have no idea what i'm talking about.

i miss the hoop in my nose damnit.
i need to call my dad.
definately haven't heard from him since...easter. when i was home we ate lunch.

gah i want to moveeeeeeee.
i want to be working and making money.
i want to be something other than someone's second best.

Current Mood:	anxious
Current Music:	mtv

mustbedreamin

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i'm home for good!
well, summer that is.
it's going to be a long one.
unfamiliar faces and places.

i'm ready to hang out with the people i've missed this past year.
and...go to the boro every now and then to see my wife & others.
this was a crazy year.
so much has gone down.
i'm glad i went to mtsu.
i wouldn't be the same if i hadn't.
and i wouldn't have amazing friends if i didn't go there.
sigh.

i feel so bad about the lyle thing.
i just feel like shit.
i know we did the right thing.
and i know we will be friends.
but i just feel like i hurt him.
Yes, i did like him alot.
i still do like him.
i'm just trying to get over him
b/c what's the use in breaking things off over the summer
yet dwelling on what we had and everything. Ya know??
it only was about a month and a half, so it's not like it was so long.
he's such a great guy and i hope he knows that.
i want him to be single & have fun.
i want us to have feelings AS FRIENDS for now.
in the fall, i want to be friends
i just can't do this right now!

EJOD call me i NEEEEEEEEEEEED ryu's.
and to talk to you about life.
b/c i have missed you.

i'm going to bed.

Current Mood:

contemplative

mustbedreamin

i <3 john mayer

woot!
i am so excited for friday night!
well it is friday, so tonite!
i have to work 12-6..Yuck!
BUt.....tonite are the frat smokers,
and he will be there.
yeah yeah don't argue. i want to see him.
b/c...
i will be lookin splendid and cute in a dress!
my friend courtney may let me wear her amazing bcbg dress!
but yeah HE told me to come over tonight...
But..me being a badass, didnt!
YES! i hope he wondered where i was or something, i doubt it.

**YES I JUST GOT NEW NEWS...MY FRIEND IS LETTIN ME WEAR THIS DRESS***

ok.
so anyways, spring break.
a month away.
my wife and i were gunna go to cali, but it's to late now to plan that
and pay for a ticket.
SO her and I (yes chelsea your coming) are going to go w/ girls to daytona!
it will be so much fun.
just girls.
having a blast.
these girls (lindsey,courtney,allison) are so much fun & i can't wait!
lindsey told me about a tat she is getting that she wants me to get to ...
since we're in the Vclub,we're going to get on the inside of our hand
well ring finger, a cross.
i think that will be so cute.
then my wife and i are gettin tats together.
anyways...i'm about to go to bed.
i am excited, i've worked out 3 days in a row.
we had a crazy movie/frosting night! haha we bought frosting and it was so yummy.
ohhhh yum!
i ate bad today =/ oh well i worked out.
HAHA
Love Love Love!!!!!!!!!

Current Mood:	calm
Current Music:	great indoors by john mayer

mustbedreamin

lalalala

happy new year.

tuesday i've got to wake up early.
my josh is coming with russ!
i am so so excited.
i get to spend the whole day/night with them
BUT then their going back later tomorrow.

10 or 9 days, and i'm going back to the boro!
WOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOO!
i miss my girls so much!
i will miss my mom & family though =(

Current Mood:	annoyed
Current Music:	best year ever on VH1

mustbedreamin

yay!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BROOKLYN!!!!!

I <3 YOU!

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10:35 pm 10/6/06 3 comments Leave a comment	mustbedreamin (no subject) hahahahahahaha im starting a new livejournal.


03:26 pm 7/21/05 2 comments Leave a comment	mustbedreamin yay!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY BROOKLYN!!!!! I <3 YOU!